Forever missed  / Annie Rush (mother)
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Valentine Wishes  / Dianne/Mom Of Angel Nicholas White

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xxx / TERRY REiLlY (angel charlie maclennan )
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Happy Valentine's day  / Diana&Pauline Of Angel Norma Starkey (Freind)

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Happy Valentine's Day Daniel  / Kimmi~mom To ^j^ Eric Shavensky
For our Forever Valentines:
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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY DANIEL  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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Thinking of you  / Brenda

Dearest Annie, 

I am sorry you have to know this kind of pain and to know there are evil people in this world.

I have been walking on the road of grief almost 9 years. My daughter, Wendy was also murdered.

Your have created a wonderful memorial for your precious Daniel.

I am here if you need someone to talk too. I belong to GP and MOMS.

May peace and comfort embrace you,
Brenda
Wendy forever 21
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~ PLEASE SAY THEIR NAME ~  / Annie Rush (Mum)




There are exceptions: close and compassionate friends,sensitive and loving family. Still look. Still ask. Still listen.Thank God for them. For most,the drama is over. The spotlight is off. Applause is silent. But for us the play will never end.

The effects on us are timeless. What can be said, you ask? Please say "their names" to us. Love does not die. Their names are written on our lives. The sound of their voices replay within our minds.

You may feel they are dead. We feel they are of the dead and still they live. Their ghost-walk our souls, beckoning in future welcome. You say "they were our children", we say " they are". Please say "their names" again. It hurts to bury their memory in silence.

What they are in spirit stirs within us always. They were of our past but they are part of our now. They are our hope for the future. Please understand we cannot forget. We would not if we could.

We know that you cannot know, yesterday we were like you. Understand that we dwell in both flesh and spirit. We do not ask you to walk this road. The ascent is steep and the burden heavy. We walk it not by choice. We would rather walk it with them in the flesh, looking not to spirit worlds beyond.

We are what we have to be. What we have lost,you cannot feel. What we have gained, you may not see. Please say "their names" for they are alive. We will meet them again, although in many ways we've never parted. Their spirits play light songs, appear in sunrises and sunsets. They are real and shadow,they were and they are.

Please say "their names" to us and say "their names" again. They are our children and we love them as we always did. More each day.

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HAPPINESS DENIED  / Annie Rush (mum)


The times I didn’t sleep until
I heard you come through the door
I listen now, but realise
You’ll come through the door no more

I worried for you oh so much
As mothers often do
No worries now, just heartache
Because I’m missing you

I’m tired and so very lonely
I’m numb with grief and pain
Will I ever feel well again?
Will I ever feel sane?

The “madness” comes in waves you see
Despair is hard to bear
I lost my dearest, precious son
And no one seems to care

I’m sure they do but life goes on
It’s just another sorrow
For someone else, but not for them
They’ll be OK tomorrow!

For me tomorrow will not come
It will always be “today”
The day I heard that you had died
The day you went away

I live the moment every day
And many tears I’ve cried
For I knew then true happiness
Forever would be denied

Loving and missing you. Mum xxxxx 







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Where are you  / Annie Rush (mum)
Every day, night I look in to the sky and wonder where you are?
Are you up there?, An Angel by day, and a glistening beautiful diamond star watching down on us, from the dark sky, keeping us safe.
Or are you still here unable to been seen, your tiny spirit whispering around our house, not wanting to leave?

Everyday I think, there’s no justice, no hope, no release from this pain,
That dull aching pain that is like a fabric painfully sewn in our hearts.
I hoping one day those stitches will slowly unravel and the pain will not be as raw, intense.
But not too soon.

I wish to know where you are, Are you safe? Can you talk me? Do you remember me? All the questions that will be left in my mind, unsolved, unknown.

I believe there is not God. How can God taking away precious, loved children? No matter what ages, there are still baby’s in the mothers eyes.

Coping with this grief is like a life sentence, it never fades, permanently engraved in your heart. Every Birthdays ,Christmases, Anniversaries, a constant reminder of the pain we feel. This constant suffering to much to bare, My days are full of heartache and tears.

You were my beloved son. The gem of my life, every morning I’d wake for your love, warmth, smile.

All I want to know is where you are. How is that too much to ask?

Daniel, wherever you are All I wish for is that your happy, safe and well.

Be brave my angel, we will meet again soon. Please be patient 
Please don't stray . . .we will see you soon . . .one day.
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Christmas / Annie Rush (mum)
Everyone around me is full of Christmas cheer
No one understands why I'm so miserable at this time of the year
I haven't the heart to tell them it's because you're not near
That really would be something they wouldn't want tho hear


I know they loved and miss you so very very much
They miss you smile your smell and your tender touch
They say I am a martyr that really isn't fair
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friend / Dessa Smith (friend)
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Daniel to you and yours during this holiday season  / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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Happy Chrismas  / Diana&Pauline Of Angel Norma Starkey (Friend)

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Happy Christmas  / Diana&Pauline Of Angel Norma Starkey (Friend)

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i just had to say...  / Susi Akers

im finding it hard to see wot i type i cried so much at your beautiful words my son died as a result of medical negligence its not the same i know but i understand the pain and emptiness it causes my heart goes out to you and your family stay strong xxxxxx

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THINKING OF YOU  / Pauline Of Angel Norma Starkey (passerby)

Hi Daniel
What did you think of that game yesterday?
Raffa should have played Stevie G In
the centre of Midfield from the start
dont think Bolo can handle that position
against the likes of Arsenal,
anyway lets see what the next game brings.


Will keep you in my thoughts next week when I am
at Anfield watching the P.S.V. Game
Pauline ( A RED )
XXX

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